I walk barefoot through entangled snakes in the desert, covered in sores that clue snakes waiting like landmines, diamond backed scales of silk blend together into one, smelling my sickly sweat, my longing for you. Snakes taunt me with forked tongues, hissing songs of paradise — oh how rich the…

You know when you’ve been on the toilet for what feels like fucking hours and your legs are numb and your slightly sticky from sweat and your forehead feels tight and you’ve been clenching your teeth so hard your jaw aches — that’s me most of the time. …

You leave me, untouched like rooms in a house that are unused just for show. You want me pretty, spotless cobweb free. You want me — plastic wrapped and squeaky clean. Just for show. I am the dining room you never use. Watching as you take your meal elsewhere, anywhere but here. Leaving…

simmers, splinters edges of fingertips peel pick, pick me grab on to my edges chip away at my form until you see the real me. a glowing orb of pure fucking love weightless, free from all the baggage of…

my sun burns for you.

I’m all round face — good morning swollen eyes, errors, eyelashes stuck together, mouth, morning breath — sour could shake loose a tooth, bring a lost tear to the brim. I’m so wired fractured nails from picking, scratching at inside itches. wired wrong, so many errors, did you dream about…

It was like I knew something was wrong before it all happened but I was too busy being busy to really notice you know like busy with work, driving to work, music too loud to hear my own thoughts, busy with going places to distract myself, to kill time, busy…

poem

love doesn’t make any sense in words. all i know is, i was sitting on the stairs and a thought came into my head about missing you and then the…